The black dog is biting me again. I feel like I can't do anything right for anyone.
Hello, I hate myself. Hello, I wish I was dead. Hello, I won't take my own life because it's not a legacy I want to leave my kids and granddaughter.
NOTHING - I mean NOTHING - stops the cycle.
School - I'm lazy. I'm not smart. I can't even do dumbass math. I can't act. I loathe writing papers.
Professional - You have to be kidding. You, a professional? You can't even fold a fucking sweater.
Family - Abusive. Stupid. Unseeing. Denying.
Partner - too fat to fuck.
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